Baby bat outside my hse! So cute and furry! (Taken with instagram)
Goodnight everyone~ my paper heart bleeds tonight (Taken with instagram)
I dont give a shit anymore. You enjoy it so much. Just adding salt to the wound with your fucked up attitude. Whatever alright. Whatever.
Wasting my time bothering just to get my heart trampled, kicked, stampeded and spat on.
We’re spending lesser and lesser time together. You dont even call me during your breaks anymore. I sit around and wait. Always waiting for you. Sick of waiting.
I am fading into nothingness. I feel empty without you. Wait, I feel empty even with you now.
Spending quality time together is the most important thing for me. I thought you understood. I thought you felt the same way.. I guess not.
I feel like letting go.. Letting go of something that just makes me feel emptier and emptier each day..
Today will be the 3rd day.. I guess we wont be meeting on weekdays anymore, like it has been recently. And on weekends the only reason why we meet on sundays is because of church. Then you’re off to dance. Oh did I mention that we don’t meet on Saturdays as well? Yupp.
Dont need to meet already. Best kay. Best.
I dont need a taste of how it’s gonna be like when you go to army. I really dont. Thanks.
Mom’s Bday Dinner; Varlhona Chocolate Molleaux - BEST EVER! (Taken with instagram)
Mom’s Bday dinner; Creme Brulee - biggest ever! It’s really big (Taken with instagram)
Mom’s Bday dinner; Salted Caramel Ice cream. Bestest ever!!! (Taken with instagram)
Mom’s Bday dinner; Duck Confit (Taken with instagram)
Mom’s Bday dinner; Wagyu Beef w Truffle mash, asparagus & tomato (Taken with instagram)
Mom’s Bday dinner; Foie Gras w caramelised apple & side salad (Taken with instagram)
Mom’s bday dinner; Bread, Pinot Noir (Taken with instagram)
Mom’s bday dinner; Escargot (Taken with instagram)
Mom’s bday dinner; Lobster Bisque (Taken with instagram)
Mom’s bday dinner; bread for starters w herbed butter n salmon (Taken with instagram)
If you have to ask for love from someone be it spending time together or calling each other, it’s not much of love anymore is it? If you have to ASK?
I dont know.. What happens when a person says that we will always find time for each other no matter how busy we are but ends up not being true to his word after awhile?
No priority, no time for you.
The missing gets stronger and unbearable sometimes but it will fade away slowly after.. Along with everything else..
Goodnight.
